Preaching Astrology, Giving Light and Spreading Love
Ego's Tricks || Priestess Perspective
This one is for all my people in a relationship…. SOOO all of us hahah
We all have multiple relationships in our lives not just romantic where this Jedi Ego Mind Trick can rear its persistent ugly head.
I had a recent upset in one of my relationships that was simply eating away at me! Every day that passed I continued to collect evidence as to how they were wrong doing me and hurting me. Whatsmore, my mind mutated into Sherlock Holmes, running inventory of all of the times in the past where this person had hurt me, wronged me, left me, mistreated me etc! I mean y’all I was in DEEP! The ego was convinced that the only solution to the pain I was feeling was to make my brother so incredibly guilty and it would drag up things from years ago in order to verify the validity of that guilt. Per usual it takes me getting so sick of my own shit and negative feeling I thank God have enough consciousness to realize I am responsible that I throw my hands up and surrender the stories.
With just enough breathing room in the situation, I was able to have a total epiphany with which I truly hope will change the game for you babes!
COULD I in the midst of all of my negative data collection, welcome in the memories of when this individual made me feel so loved, seen, cared for, understood, appreciated, connected and BEYOND?
*MIND BLOWN
Turns out I could! And if you are a words of affirmation love language like me, you likely have an archive of delightful, sweet screenshots of words from this friend or beloved that you can use to remind yourself. And so I did just that, I was emotional rereading the deep decelerations of love, care and connection. I could physically feel my heart soften. I sighed and exhaled and I knew that I had just been trapped in the ego and that not only had I made my beloved a prison I had also made myself one. In that moment I surrendered deeper. I forgave myself and I forgave them, all energetically by the way! This story is one of inner dialogue! Luckily, I do know myself enough to not take action when I’m riding this roller coaster of feels.
The weight that slid off my shoulders and I know elevated off of their was palpable. I thought;
“Wow! I went so far on the negative trail I had almost completely forgotten all of the COUNTLESS vibrations of love between us!”.
My mind had made my brother an absolute criminal! Only further proving the saying, you see what you want to. You want to see your brother or sister as spiteful, malicious and evil- so be it. You want to see your brother or sister in the truest most purest innocent essence? SO BE IT!!!
Love you babes!
Let me know your thoughts! That one will be with me for lifetimes I’m sure!
